Sunday, July 22, 2007 @9:17 PM
i feel like a horrible horrible naughty slacker who isn't doing anything worth while or anything i should be doing at all.
i want to do something, but end up doing another. then when i have done that another thing, i start feeling horrible for not making use of my time fully. damn it.
so dumb ):
after competition, for some reason, i can't find the will power to pull myself together to do work.
the irony of it all. i should have more time and more energy to do work now that com is over but instead i'm here slacking.
very frustrated ):
i feel like i'm dwelling on some form of gone cause. but i don't even know what the gone cause is!
see? i'm what ashima would call a confused person.
i think i'm just waiting for something to end off all this pathetic-ness.